In the beginning....

To start things off I have to say I wasn't even a thought in the beginning. Not even a possibility.  My mother always said  "I was told I couldn't get pregnant while nursing".  I know, people actually believed that when I was concived. Maybe there are women who still believe this "Old Wives Tale" today?  Who knows?   I just know this was what I was always told about my conseption, so I think I was a denial even when proof was presented. Not that she did not love me, but we will talk about that later. To this day I have never been told any different, not even a 'You were a wonderful surprise', just an accident that happens when a wife has unprotected sex with her husband a few months after giving birth to the "Apple of Their Eyes".  I guess sometimes a person can ask to many questions and get hurt worse than never knowing. The truth does not set you free all of the time. Goodbye for now.